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Journal Entry: Sat Feb 25, 2012, 7:12 PM






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  • Listening to: Love out of Lust - Lykke Li
  • Reading: Origin of Species
  • Drinking: H2O

I never expected that....

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 12, 2012, 10:41 AM
an anonymous, awesome person just gave me a 3 month membership.

my face when i found out:




also, since she gave me some points for my efforts, a feature for

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Charity, ftw. :3


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  • Listening to: 100% in the Bitch - Porter Robinson
  • Reading: Origin of Species
  • Watching: Sherlock
  • Drinking: V8 Fusion, mmm

Monochrome Reflections and Colorful Injections

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 15, 2011, 7:45 PM


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  • Listening to: INCEPTION
  • Reading: Approximately 7 books
  • Watching: Doctor Who
  • Drinking: water by the gallons

Last night i dreamt

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 14, 2011, 9:43 AM
I once again was inspired to do photography. it was weird.

  • Listening to: the white noise of a fan
  • Eating: mini wheats

Just some recent faves and whatnot...

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 6, 2011, 10:01 PM


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  • Listening to: Robyn, lol
  • Reading: The Blind Watchmaker
  • Playing: RCT 3
  • Eating: Them little bowtie noodles.
  • Drinking: Buckets of H2O, it seems

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Journal Entry: Sat May 21, 2011, 5:40 PM



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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Blue Foundation, interestingly enough on random
  • Playing: Portal
  • Drinking: Cranberry juice

Change is a funny thing.

Journal Entry: Fri May 6, 2011, 11:17 AM
I don't know why, but I have absolutely zero desire anymore to take photos. Everything I've posted here lately is just old photos reworked in new photo editors. This decline is nothing new, it's been going on since last fall sometime, but it's really sinking in now, finally. I wish I knew why. It had been so much fun for me... but I pick up my camera now and I feel nothing. I've lost the spark. Lol, this is like some sad relationship thing. It didn't even last for 2 years. And all that money I spent..oi. I don't think in photos like I used to. I see something beautiful and somehow I just enjoy it there in the moment without attempting to ensnare it forever like I had for so long. Now I look through my gallery at all my old work and it doesn't even feel like it's mine, like I created it. Hmm...I suppose this wouldn't be a big deal if not for all the equipment I've obtained, though it could be a lot worse, since I'm still just an amateur or whatever. I mean, this isn't the first time this has happened. I used to draw a lot, yeah, I actually did. But who knows where that one went. New passions arise (ha!) and old ones get left on the ground in the dust and dirt and filth of the world (oh for shame!)...I barely remember where this photographic obsession even came from. Should I even be trying to hold on to it? Should I force myself to take some photographs and see what happens, or should I just sell all my gear? (camera, four lenses, ext. flash, grip, various filters, six million dollar home). Or, dare I say this, should I switch brands and get a new camera for a fresh start? Alas, I do not know. Sorry for the lame rant, just had to get it out there, wondering if anyone else has experienced this.....


  • Mood: Guilty
  • Listening to: Rain

Well,

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 2, 2011, 5:59 PM
dunno what was up with the format of my old journal, or what the heck is up with the new journal system thingy. whatevs. feature:

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  • Mood: I Have To Pee
  • Listening to: Hoodoo - Muse
  • Reading: Thermochemistry stuff
  • Watching: Buffy, like, a lot
  • Playing: supa mario world
  • Eating: pita chips
  • Drinking: wa

So this semester happened...

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 9, 2010, 12:57 PM




☂ and it's all behind me now.

it seems I haven't updated since the summer... this past semester has been so stressful and weird. i'm glad it's over. (well, almost, I have three exams left, but whatever. calculus II is over, and that's all that matters)



♬ Today...


nothing to do except study. until i sneak off to the baby grand piano in the music building. that practice room is my favorite place on campus... and seeing as i don't really have much to say because my mind is everywhere, here's a nice big feature to gaze upon:



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  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: Blue Foundation
  • Reading: Salmon of Doubt
  • Eating: kit-kat
  • Drinking: wa

Hi.

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 12, 2010, 9:46 PM




☘ Three months later... again.

i figure it's time to make a new feature. also, this automatically means new journal. but y'see, i've been trying to cut back on the ellipses lately... i don't do it intentionally... it just--ugh, sorry. q:



♬ Life and Stuff


Haven't been so productive in recent times. Maybe this break will do me good? Sometimes i have no idea why i even pursue this art of photography... well, who knows why we do anything. but maybe i should start drawing again? i also sometimes wonder how dA has affected my life as an artist. i wonder what it would be like without dA. after all, it's just virtual reality.



i finally got all my better prints matted and framed... that took forever. cutting mats is hard work. lots of squares. more framed squares than i've seen in my entire life. now i don't know what to do with all of them. i don't know how i'd go about selling them. or if anyone would even buy them. blah.


☂ Today


i had my eyes numbed to check the pressure of 'em today at the eye doctor. weirdest thing i've ever experienced. it feels like you have no eyes. and then they probe your corneas with this strange instrument that i didn't really get a good look at, probably due to the fact that it was on my temporarily non-existant eyeballs...



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  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Neighborhood #1 (Tunnels) - Arcade Fire
  • Reading: well, I just finished Diary for the 3rd time.
  • Watching: And Now for Something Completely Different
  • Playing: Pokémon SoulSilver, yes.
  • Eating: i had ihop for dinner :3
  • Drinking: nuttin, nuttin at all

Three Months Later...

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 26, 2010, 9:53 PM




A New Journal

it's shocking, really. well I finally got around to fixing the code. kind of a PITA but I need to put up a new feature anyway. which you can see below :0



Life and Stuff


Never before have I enjoyed spring so much. We had such a long winter here, I just about went insane. Sun, glorious sun! Flowers, ah mah god. Laying on the Quad for hours, weird tan lines, sunshowers, car smashing, human chess...



Finals next week. German, Humanities, Calculus, Intro to Academic Writing... nothing too hard. Just lots of tedious studying. Last exam is on Thursday so I move out of my dorm Friday. And then meet Chuck Palahniuk on Saturday with *PinkHorseInc. It's so excitin' :0 And this summer, it's so long. Three months! O_O Have not a clue what I'm gonna do. Try to get my driver's license, at least. And actually learn bass clef in preparation for next semester, which btw I've got:




  • Class Piano II

  • Humanities (The Medieval World)

  • Calc II

  • Biology somethin' somethin'

  • some Sociology class (I should know this)

  • and Flute choir (which I'm surprised is considered a class)



I'll be moving into a different dorm. The nifty thing is that I get to paint my room. This is because they are tearing it down next next semester to do renovations and whatnot. So I dunno where I'm going to live then. But, hey, I get to paint my room! Any color(s) I like! I'll get creative with it.. probably overdo it. Such a nice contrast to the otherwise white walls of dorm living. So AWESOME.



Kind of overdosed on photography in the last few weeks to the point where I don't really want to do it now D: So sad. But it shall pass. It better. >> I printed out 136 squares. Ordered them from Adorama. Lustre finish, no fingerprints, so AWESOME. Now what to do with them all... I've got to build like a zillion frames...



Llamas


I like them, a lot, just so ya know.



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By the way,


I just accidentally closed the tab and had to spend twenty minutes redoing this journal. I almost threw my laptop across the room. Almost. (Next time I'll have to remember to pin the tab.. that is why I love you, Opera...)








  • Mood: Spring Fever
  • Listening to: The Width of a Circle - David Bowie
  • Reading: Rant. Again.
  • Playing: Pokémon SoulSilver O_O
  • Eating: nuttin
  • Drinking: nuttin

A Fire and a Feature (Yellow Pt. 2)

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 24, 2010, 1:30 PM




Early this morning

at about 2:10 am the fire alarm went off here in my dorm building.

Those things are so piercingly loud... creepy automated man in the speakers telling us that there has been a fire and we need to evacuate the building. It was a funny sight: a herd of mumbling, sleepy, confused, half naked college kids waddling down the hall towards the stairs in jackets and blankets and hopefully shoes. I'm on the fifth floor so that was quite fun... It was freezing and misting out and I was shivering like mad. Thus, madness ensued. Then they let us go into the student union building and chill after the firetrucks came and we were all blinded by the lights after already being deafened by the fire alarm. No one was sure of what was going on yet so we just sat around conjecturing and i bit my fingernails off fretting the loss of my all my pictures and data if the sprinklers were to go off and ruin my electronics. Half an hour later they announced that it would be a couple hours or so before we can go back in because they have to empty the water from the building. E. Gad. All seemed hopeless until a random group of people spontaneously broke out in song. This song happened to be Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen. It was extremely amusing and I would have given them a giant cookie if I had one. After that, time passed slowed, and at 4:30 am the powers that be came and told us we could go back in our building now.

Turns out the fire was on the sixth floor and was (from what I've heard) caused by someone smoking in the lounge, setting off the fire alarm and then dropping their cigarette and running, creating an actual fire in the process. The sprinklers were set off in all of the lounge areas on every floor. This is also by our elevators, which, subsequently, are now out of service for who knows how long. Luckily the sprinklers did not go off in most people's room, including mine. However, next time I am going to grab my external hard drive and run for my life. ಠ_ಠ

Also, school is going well, I dyed my hair black, and I've been seriously deprived of taking photos lately, which results in some rather odd and twitchy withdrawal symptoms.



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  • Mood: Stupefied
  • Listening to: Cubic Laughter - Tilde
  • Reading: Shtuff for Humanities
  • Watching: True Blood
  • Playing: w/ Mini Rubik's Cube [best present ever]
  • Eating: Cinnamon Toast Crunch and a Sandwich
  • Drinking: Water

My Goodness. D:

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 26, 2009, 6:47 AM




I am absolutely stunned...


a daily deviation! wow. this is really quite surprizing and crazy and awesome and i'm still staring at the screen in disbelief. this is probably the best Christmas present i've ever gotten. still can't believe it. here's the said deviation:




thank you so much to `lazybutt for suggesting, `leaf-lover for featuring, and everyone who likes it for doing so!



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  • Mood: Awestruck

Yellow! + Get Featured + I Dunno...

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 7, 2009, 5:18 PM




Semester's almost over...


two exams down, two to go. my first semester of college has galloped past me towards the sunset, as did november, as did this whole year basically. good times... strange times... may i ask what is going on here? yes, well, below you will find yellow(ish) art, and for absolutely no reason whatsoever! by the way, if you have yellow art that you would like to see featured, click on the appropriate link below :below:


click here for the good ol' fashioned Deviation thumbshare


click here if you are subscribed and feel like taking advantage of this most propitious state of affairs and i just stared at the Muse stamp on my shoutboard for about ten minutes, for indeed, i do love Muse very much, but this is partly because i'm tired and mostly because it is a rainbow.

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  • Mood: I Have To Pee
  • Listening to: Still Alive (Raddox Mix) catchy tune that it is...
  • Reading: Anansi Boys
  • Watching: that damn stamp...
  • Eating: nasty cold old chicken tenders
  • Drinking: Magnificently delicious filtered tap water FTW

I'm Legal Now

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 20, 2009, 8:33 AM




18th b-day today...


what else to say. i dunno, i'm kinda sleepy. went running this morning for 30 minutes. i should be energized but i'm not. weird. besides the fact that i have reached a whole new level of crazy recently and am too confused to make words about it i'm doing quite well. haven't gotten too fat this first semester of college (yet).

now, here's a feature. 2 devs per artist ^^




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  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Warm Leatherette (cover by NIN & Peter Murphy)

Procrastinating A Bit + GREEN Pt. II

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 8, 2009, 5:47 PM




such a headache...


i don't wanna do all my homework. therefore i waste an hour by putting together the second installment of my ongoing "green" feature. yes i am cheap enough to fill in a gap with my own photo.




don't wanna do german; test tomorrow. i like learning it, though. it's much fun to speak and think in a different language. but i don't wanna think right now xD i don't wanna do my stats hw problems which aren't even required but i do them anyway because i don't want to fail the quizzes (they really aren't hard at all, but still..). i don't want to read my environmental science book and take notes and write down the vocab and read that extra book that i'll be presenting next monday. and this is despite the fact that i love that subject and am extremely interested in it and want to major in some kind of e-sci... and i don't want to stop whining but i will because i have a soul :F



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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: MUSE
  • Reading: PHI
  • Watching: NO I'M NOT
  • Playing: yelling....

Begin Again

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 15, 2009, 9:29 PM




college... it's cool.


i moved into my dorm yesterday. well, friday... it's late.




nothing else to say. i've been pretty inactive lately. busy with vacationing and then colleging... and i haven't had any time to take new pictures. i have begun working on another pretty rainbow plantish traditional piece. it's the first in a while. and yah, i make up words. that's where they originated in the first place, right?


same features, still. i promise i'll make a new feature soon (continuing with green) but of course please continue to enjoy these pieces. i love them all! :D


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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Kill Hannah - Until There's Nothing Left of Us
  • Eating: gum. YUM.

One problem solved, another arises

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 14, 2009, 6:29 AM




so my camera is all better...


but now i don't have my laptop's power cord. :|




i left it at the hotel my friends and i stayed at in wilmington. shucks. hopefully that's where i left it. i can't find it anywhere else. we called in last night, but it was too late so they are supposed to call back this morning. i need it T_T i move into my dorm today and classes start next monday! i hope i get it by then, my laptop's battery only has an hour left on it. right now i'm on my mom's desktop so....


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  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Kill Hannah - Until There's Nothing Left of Us

Oh No + Green Pt. I

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 30, 2009, 1:10 PM




I kind of messed up my camera. :|

We were on vacation in florida and we got back to the hotel late after my cousin's birthday party. And i was holding Albus (my camera) and then somehow it just slipped out of my hand and onto the floor. I freaked out and hurridly checked out the hardware to make sure everything still worked. And it seemed fine. Except i didn't take any pictures... until two days later, and much to my dismay i found that the sensor had shifted. So what i see on the preview screen or in the ovf is way off from what the picture actually comes out to be.... yes it can be fixed but the camera place we go to is so busy that Albus won't be ready for a few weeks. So until then, I don't know what i'm going to do!!! :cries: maybe get back to drawing more in the mean time, i dunno; maybe it'll be good for me.



Anyways, here's the first segment of my long awaited (at least for me) green feature. :]
go here for the collection.


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  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: songs shuffled on my pod
  • Reading: Catch-22
  • Playing: Audiosurf
  • Eating: chocolate chip fiber one bar (shush reb)
  • Drinking: water

Oh my gosh. FINALLY >>

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 16, 2009, 5:31 PM




Finally my sub has been activated.

I bought it last month on the 7th using PayPal... and that was the problem. PayPal didn't notify dA of the transaction so never went through and in the end it had to be looked up manually. But anyways, all is well and I'm looking forward to the many features I'll have coming up. Including the new one here! :]



I'm testing out Windows 7. I'll have to say, I really like it. It's like Vista done right. Which makes me wish they'd give it out to Vista people for free like a service pack, or at least at a discount. I'm dual-booting it with Vista since it will deactivate next March and I'm not sure if I'll buy it after it comes out in October. I would, though, if I had some spare cash.

Already half-way there; it's been a month since I graduated and there's only a month left before college starts! Madness. And I'm so busy from now till then so I know it's going to fly by. I keep waking up late every day and it frustrates me; when I wake up late I feel like I've wasted my whole day. I hate that.





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  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: NIN
  • Playing: Audiosurf
  • Drinking: water

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